Soon I will be skinny.
*** I don't promote self harm or anything of the sorts ***
I wish i actually wore the fashion taste i have
I wish I could afford the fashion taste I have
I wish I had the body for the fashion taste I have
all of the above
Nothing feels as skinny feels. Nothing feels like knowing you’re the thinnest out there. The prettiest. The classiest. Like a freaking high fashion model.. they’re considered like fucking godesses. Do they binge? No. Do they overeat? Also no. Are you better than them to do so? Haha, that question was a joke, forget it. We all know you’re not; and yet, you still do.
Nothing feels like being able to ask for the smallest size in a store. To have a wide gap between your legs. Hipbones as sharp as a razor. Ribcage sculpted through your skin. Your profile as thin as a paper. Looking well in any clothing. Hell, looking damn good in a fucking plastic bag and make it look high couture. Do you need that meal? Of course not. Look at all that fat wrapping your bones, don’t you think it’s enough?
How many years do you still want to waste? Binging and eating and getting fatter by the day. It’s supposed to go the other way round but it’s no surprise when it comes to you.
People and the world are evolving and going forward and you are going backwards it’s like you’re sabotaging yourself. Killing any chance you have at happiness.
Losing weight has become your life and yet even that you still are failing at. All the friends you’ve lost, the social events you’ve skipped, the life you’ve missed, and all that for what? How much have you lost until now? 2 pounds? 4? Maybe you’ve even gained. Who the fuck knows under all those layers.. get your shit together and get serious. We both know your potential. How strong you can be. How can you control your own life, job and family if you can’t even control yourself around something as futile as food? Shame.
Oh, and all the clothes you’ll be able to wear. All the cute pretty classy shit you’ll be able to rock and actually feel confident in! Things you’ll choose to wear because you actually like and not only makes you look less fat. You’ll look like your own little model. Even though you’re not tall, you’ll look like it. You legs will look much taller without all that chubbiness. You’re too pretty to be fat. What a waste.
You know you were meant to fly, so drop the dead weight and fly babygirl.
🌈 i’m putting a fucking curse on all of you and my curses always work but only if there’s a negative part to it so i’m cursing everybody reading this to lose a shitton of weight over the next four weeks, so much weight you’re gonna end up losing all of your skinny jeans and will need to spend a bunch of money on belts but even then the pants are still gonna look weird. goodbye. 🧚✨
yo but forreal, ever since i wrote this post 2 weeks ago i lost an unusually large amount of weight and indeed all of my jeans shorts are now too loose and not even my belts fit me so i’m gonna have to buy new ones asap…
Reach 45 kgs
Get signed with a modeling agency
Have clear skin
Get ab lines
Work out 5 times a week
Get a job
Get good grades on all subjects
Get better at lacrosse
Start boxing/ or join gym
Have guys want me
Have girls be jealous of me
Have lot’s of trust worthy friends
Live life to the fullest
Save up lots of money
